• Heather Lee

Teetering on the Edge

Updated: Jun 8, 2020

I need to make an important life decision - do I take this job or not? I am terrible at making decisions. There are so many different ways things can go...

It seems obvious I should take it, but it just doesn't "feel" right. It "feels" like when I accepted my last permanent position:

I keep rationalizing to myself that I need to take it because it's the best choice for me

But, is it really the best choice?

Last time I knew there was a bully-environment when I accepted the job. I thought that the benefits outweighed the bullies. But, after working there for 51 weeks, I couldn't tolerate it anymore and quit.

Then I struggled through the summer barely making ends meet - all my fault, I might add.

Now, I am here, sitting in a very similar bully-environment, wondering if I should try going it alone again, or if I should try for a year at this job, too. At least, while I am working for someone else, I am making some money.

Or the problem could very well work itself out tomorrow.

Either way, I am in control of myself and how I handle it.

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